Sometimes, I am confuse of what i really wanted. When I see photo of my ex-colleagues, I felt that why I can't survive in my ex-company? Why they all look so happy? Is it only the surface? They also suffering and fighting each day, but the continue, they hold on to their faith, and they presevere. God, is it because I am weak that I gave up?
I am like a lost sheep, after resigned, I have no direction for my career. Every other people looks so rich in their life, pocket is rich, social life and being pampered all the way. Actually I have passed this life of pampered, I had experienced it, I choosed not to continue being pampered at the same time being stressed. I choosed it, I shouldn't feel jealous or envy when I look at their happy photo, right?
Me too, can be pampered if I choosed to, just that I gave up.
What is my next journey?
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