Sunday

We broke up again, on Thur evening, I couldn't endure anymore that he care for me less than a bicycle. His mind and everything is only his own interest, his bicycle, his hobby and his friend.

Where am I in his heart? Do I still an important someone in his heart? Everytime I talk about this he never admit that he neglected me, how am I able to accept him anymore if he has not show care to me anymore. He has nothing at all, no car, no house no money, and now no heart, what shall I think to maintain the relationship to work?

I've not seen him few days aft Sg trip, and I suppose to leave soon.. and yet he still don't treasure the time left to see me.... I think he just not love me. He rather go out whole day with his friend to see bicycle, and come back late at night.... and I am always his last priority, and he never feel guilty.

I miss him but now think of it, I still very pissed!