I can't stand the loneliness and emptiness without him, I was defeated by that feeling and contacted him. He sound ready to pick up the phone and talk to me... can sense a bit that he missed me too. He got his friend company, that is why can be 'standing' the feeling for so long. He said he thought I had gone to KL already, but I have not talk much..
I am in fact tired, about myself, being changing job, arguing with him, breaking up, patching back, wanting to stay back in Pg or moving away, my house, my dog, etc. So so tired...
He willing to come and see me and buy me dinner last night. He even feed me to eat, which I feel quite loving and caring. I wish we can be loving and devoting to each other forever like this. Although he has nothing, and has lots of bad thing, I still be happy with him as long as he loves me.
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