My 2nd interview was with a bank, waiting for 1 hour for the interviwer but didn't show up, end up someone else from other department interview me. Though I feel that I will get the job, due to my past experience and also thank to my ex-company giant big name to impress people. But I felt that I am not very keen of the job. Reason being, I like money, but I don't really like to deal with money. That is why I failed my Finance in U.
Then the 2nd interview, though the interview shows interest in hiring me, but still need another round of interview from the boss. I kinda like that kind of job.
Now I am still stuck in making decision, though, God kinda hint to me either stay in Penang or in Singapore also will be the same for my career growth (if I don't interprete wrongly), but still I will have to make a decision really soon.
Should I fly to Singapore and persue my next career? At the same time, that could be a new start for my life. I will have to leave my dog here, my bf, and my mom here. Leaving my bf, I think will be a good challenge for him, as he do not have any intention to build a family wif me, we are just living together. If he really want to marry me, he should fight for it instead of me keep waiting till old age. As for my dog, I really have a heavy heart to leave him here, I need to have a strong and brave heart to move on. Then my mom, I am not a filiar daugther in Penang anyway, being always afraid of driving far, and always lazy and always finding execuses, I am really a bad daugther for my mom cause did not visit her often.
God, can please help me to give me the wisdom to make choices? I wish to make the right choice, and have a happy and stable life and future, cause that is the basic that I need to survive. Of course, I'll obey God's will and the purpose I need to perform in this life.
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