Our mind is a wonderful thing, don't you think so? A strong controlled mind, can make things move. An uncontrolled mind, will make someone act someting stupid.....
Something you see, can relate and make you think of someting else. Tried to help my sis look for Singapore food site today, came across the koay chap photo.... this remind me of Jerason. The Bedok koay chap used to be his favourite. It brings back so many memories, my dog, Dino... I have fear to face him, have fear to know how are they now. I am fully and sincerely feeling sorry for my deed to him especially. I can't remember specifically, what and why make me don't appreciate him, he was a nice and good guy, and he treated me really well. I can say, all the good things and good food I tasted, was sponsored by him, all the branded stuff I ever have chance to try on, all by him.
I guess, what you don't appreciate, will not be given to you again, even if you regretted it and willing to change for it... time will not turn back, and there is not always a second chance available.
Have a thought to contact him just want to know how he is, and wish he is good. It's very contradicting of myself, if I know he is not in good shape, I'll feel very sad and guilty and bad. If I know that he is moving on well and had a happy family, what will you think I'll feel? Am just so contradicting.
Guess.... leaving it as it is, is the best move.
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