God, can I complaint? It just seems so unfair. Why I have to be different? Why I have to be the one that getting this treatment? Why whenever I pray, to ask for your answer and talk to me, there is non, I don't see anything or hear anything from you.
I have been trying not to think negative things, and not to compare, why I always stuck here? Sometimes I feel happy to be with him when he is listening to me, but many times, I realise, he don't seems to care or bother what I told him to do. Sometimes, even in front of me, I told him not to do certain things cause I felt disgust, like playing with my dog's bird bird, I really don't like, I can shout here and he can ignore my shouthing all together. Why I have to be the one that give in? I have to be the one that accept all his bad things, he has nothing and can't give me anything in future. We have no future but still I have to be stuck with him? God, what you want me to learn from this relationship? Why?
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