Why? I have this feeling of demotivated and down, and all of sudden felt so much depressed in such a sudden moment. I felt like I don't like what I am doing, my temper became bad again, I just feel like throwing all the burden and my job out and not to carry on with you again. What is wrong with me? What had happen to me that make me feel this way?
I felt what I am doing is not what I like. What and why I am doing what I am doing now is because I need to support my house, I need to pay my housing loan, and the bills. I want to get rid of the burden, and be free from the debt, and I want to go for world tour and not go come back so early. Can I do that?
God, can please give me a way, give me a clue, of how and what I should do to wake up from all this wrong doings?
I am thinking now that I want to rent out my whole house, I am seriously thinking about that.
I will have to seriously list down the things what I will leave here and what I will give away to my family.
After that I just go to somewhere?? But I will be lack of security. I will feel jobless and scared again. And I will fall to depression again, what should I do?
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